Never Had One

You just came back from vacation
And I met you on the bus
Feels like I'm still on probation
Whatever happened to Us?

Waited so long for your coming
But you never even call
Still so pretty it's mind-numbing
But you don't like me at all

And though we're both in the same room
We've never been this far apart
So now you're going out with WHOM?
You killed me with that dart

I guess this love was never real
One of us was led astray
You don't care how I feel
Picked me up and threw me away

I guess it's partly my fault
I should have done much better
Maybe given you one last malt
Or written one last letter

And only now I realize
Just what it is I've done
And lament as my heart dies
Because I've never had one.